Mi’s blog

Was just reading Daniel and Paulinas blog and just have to update what I wrote yesterday.

In 2 weeks 98 people have decided to belive in Jesus....

Every week we are a couple of women that meets to read the bible and pray together. The leader of my group just came back from a missionary tripp from asia so this week we talked a lot about how that was.
It was a group from my church that went on that tripp. First stop for them was in China and they got to pray for a lot of people and got there numbers and addresses so they can keep in tuch and they will also give it to other missionarys in China.
Then they went to Thailand, Bangkok. There we have a missionary couple from the church already that have been there for around 2 years allready. For 3 days they was out and talked to people and invited them to a meeting. On the meeting 30 people decided they wanted to fallow Jesus.
The day after they left an other missionary team came to Bangkok also to help some here from sweden and some from MCM Pittsburgh. They also had a metting and now it was 9 more that decided they wanted a life with Jesus.

The missionary couple that are there from my church is Daniel och Paulina Brolin and their 4 kids. 10 years ago they was out on a missionary tripp in Russia and was kidnapped and hold for 165 days. So some of u maybee have heard about them.

Whem my lifegroup leader told me about everything she have seen in Thailand I really feelt that it´s something I would love to do in the future, I´m not ready to go away from my kids even for just a couple of weeks right now. But when they are a little older I would love to go to Asia.

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This is a pic from Thailand.

Thats my life right now....I haven´t feelt so good, thats not true I have fellt terrible, or I still do.

In one day my life was turned upside down. My life is like a dark tunnel and I cant see any light
to guide me out of it.

Do u have the right to be angry at God when he dont answears u prays?

I watch this movie for the secound time yesterday.

I think it´s a verrygood movie to really understand what Jesus did for us.

It got me to really think, why is it so hard for us people to do what Jesus wants us to do, to live a pure life....when he did all that for us.

I work with my self to be a better person every day, I´m not flawless and I dont think any human can be but we should try to.

How can a person live there life like they want to and not like a christian all week and then when sunday come they go to church and praise God. When a person knows what Jesus have done for us I cant understand that, but i have realized that some people does this.
A friend to me do that. He swears, party, yeah everything I can think of that a christian shouldn´t do. It´s not that often he comes to church either, but when he do he really praise the lord he even spoke about becomming a pastor once and to me it is so fals. if a person wants to be pastor shouldn´t that person really live for God?

I just find the page blessbook.com a verry nice page for christians.

Every day I can feel that I change, to the better.

Today when I was reading the newspaper I discovered one thing that I haven´t thought about.

Before I always read the horoscope, I have never belived in that stuff but I always read it for fun....and now I just browsed past it. I have done that for quite a while without thinking of it.

Home from church....and so happy that I went.

KC my baby woke me up 5 this morninr so I was so tired and didn´t feel like going at all today...but as always i convince myself that I would miss something big if I didn´t go...and I was right it was so good....

So even if u have a bad day of some reason....go to church anyway U will feel so much better after.

Do u like to read?

Then U just have to read The Shack written by William P. Young.

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It´s THE best book I have ever read. Good for everyone to read.

It´s about one person and his meeting with God. I cried a little but mostly laughed and had a silly smile on my face the whole time. It´s so amazing, not like anything I have ever read before.

I want to take a little time to tell a little more about my self.

Some people that meet me now thinks that I have been going to church my hole life,but that is not the case.

When I was a little girl I always went to church with my grandparents...and when I grow older all I wanted to do was to live for God. But things happend and I got so disappointed on my friends and on the church. So I started slide away from church and God. I started hang out more and more with new friends that didn´t go to church and did everything they did.

After a couple of years I started miss church but couldn´t get my self to go to church again but I started to pray at home...but the newlife won.

Then 2½ years ago I was readdy I met an amazing man ( I thought) and we started dating, he was a pastor. After 1 month I discovered that he was married. How can a person that is a pastor do something like that...how can anyone do it. I broke it of. I was so disapointed and angry again.

After a while I met my man and even that we dont have the same faith he start to get me to start thinking of trying to find a church for me. Some of his friends goes to that church that I go to now and I talked a lot to them. They got me to realize that u really need a church. My parents go there to so one day 1 year a go I went there with them and since then I haven´t missed any Sunday. Maybee one becous I´ve been sick. I´m so glad that God lead me to the right church for me, so nothing could go wrong again.

Now I´m so hungry that I dont want to miss any sunday in church or wednesday with my lifegroup.

Lifegroup: we meat 5-10 people every week to read the bible and pray together...this time is so special for me. In my group we are only women and thats verry good becous sometimes it can be eazyer to open up to people of the same sex. Everyone in my church belongs to a lifegroup.